Pain and Pleasure
I abhor the existence of the body,
Taunting the failure of the test.
I yearn for the sensations of my body
Assuring me I am the best.
A world I had once entered,
But am finding it hard to return.
It is on what my life is centered.
It has become my only concern.
This is all that matters to me.
But no one understands.
I need to live in this world,
Where pain and pleasure go hand in hand.
(17 years old)